Well why didn't you report the rape?

I have often questioned myself as to why didn't I report the attack. Fear --Shock--embarrassment. I withdrew..I walked around the house trying to blend into the furniture, the walls--as I passed by people I looked away and wouldn't make eye contact--I couldn't make eye contact. I felt that if I looked into someone's eyes they could see the shame. After awhile one of the staff said hey man whats up with rob walks by as if he doesn't see us....so he got all the guys to mimic my behavior and they all walked around like me---we all laughed at the bizarre behavior..And with that I pushed the attack out of mind.....yeah right so I thought---till the next time................