Whew thank God I can't remember this attack. I must have split again during the attack but my poor roommate didn't.
Kathy was in charge of staff scheduling. So when she missed scheduled a night shift---hey look at that John just happened to be available to work that shift. Now he was a part time staff at Kennedy road home, not the morningside home. So to have him work at our house was very strange...very strange indeed. Anyway..........both I and my roommate loved tea, so when John was boiling the kettle we too prepared our cups for tea....Is this where John put the drugs into the tea? Most likely. Todd my roommate took like 5 sugars in his tea, I didn't take any sugar just milk. So when the kettle boiled John poured the water and put the milk in...and already took the tea bag out.......So we thanked him then went back into the TV room. Todd finished all of his tea, but John put sugar in mine, so I only drank a bit and poured the rest down the drain. then we both went to bed for sleep aha, so we thought. What happened during the night? Well either I blanked the night out or had enough of the drug not to recall---all I do remember is waking up with my underwear on the floor and my roommate gone..with the strange feeling something happened but I don't remember what. I know for sure that I would never take my underwear off.... Got washed and dressed for school......funny still no sign of my roommate. Time for bed and still no sign of Todd......he was gone....vanished...A couple of days later one of the staff approached me and said that he needed my help. I said sure ..doing what...He said that it concerned my roommate Todd......I shook my head showing understanding go on.......He said that a couple of days ago Todd overdosed was rushed to the hospital--he was ok and now was in tower 10 in Scarborough hospital.. Todd wanted to see me, I questioned why me..The staff said that he wanted to see a friend...and that friend was me....I thought this kinda of odd as he and I were just new roommates and didn't really know each other yet...but the staff said that Todd must have thought me as a friend so I should think of him as one as well...I said ok...I will visit him in the hospital, but was unsure as to what to say to him...We arrived at the hospital and went up to the tenth floor...We introduced ourselves at the nursing station and sat down in this lounge and waited. Todd arrived looking wide eyed and strung out... but happy to see me...So he is talking to me and mentions about the other night, and apologized to me, saying that he was forced to and asked if I was ok.....I looked at him and wondered what the hell was he talking about? The Kennedy house staff member was close and wasn't given us a chance to talk amongst ourselves..so Todd carries on and asks me how much do I remember of that night....The only thing I remember is that I woke up with my underwear was off and Todd was missing...but I didn't tell him about my underwear being off, but I did say that he was gone and questioned him as to what happened to him...He said really!? I didn't remember what happened, I again said no...why what happened I now asked him.....that is where the staff member said lets have a nice visit eh?? and with that it seemed like the visit was over....Todd left saying again....that he was sorry for what he did...and with that we left.......never to see each other again...I have visions and vague images of what happened....but between being drugged and the fact that I blocked that night out, afterall I didn't end up in tower 10--would I end up there if I did bring the memories out?..........
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